Bleeding Dime Sized Drops
Parasite

All my life I’ve felt this beating, 
Tender bleeding of my heart.
Dripping blood upon my sleeve
As it rips itself apart.

An idle mind makes empty plans,
But an Idle heart cannot survive.
As it is bleeding, it will stop beating 
If I can’t find another life.

In this way I am a Parasite…
Only thriving when I’m not alone.
I’ll cut my tongue on empty promises,  
Then pick my teeth with lovers bones.

I find no pleasure in their pain,
But it is the only thing I know.
In my mind there is a problem,
But in my soul there is a hole.

So turn away and let me starve,
Or tie me to your burning cross.
Either way I’ll be forgotten.
Either way I will be lost. 


Ryan Jenkins




 

doomtrooper117:

Some call me a drifter,
but I’m just fighting through the days.
I’d love to live for the surrender,
but I just can’t stand the haze.

I’ve lived through a lot of love
and I have flourished in the pain.
maybe I’ll forget,
but Christ is not my name.

I’m not afraid to be alone.
That’s something…

doomtrooper117:

With sullen sunken eyes
I cast my gaze upon this beast.
At present I see nothing,
But I know its presence will never cease.

It lurks here always near me,
Always looming in my wake.
I’ve felt its breath upon my neck.
It waits for me to break.

Its voice brings subtle comforts
Just as well as…

Started writing with the ukulele again today. 

Started writing with the ukulele again today. 

I don’t care what the neighbours say
I’m gonna love you, each and every day
Led Zeppelin - Good Times Bad Times
The Jam Space 

The Jam Space 

my hair is an asshole

my hair is an asshole

The moment before the exhale 

The moment before the exhale